TheArtofLivgSiply
理查德·沃克尔默/RichardWolkoir
WepaddleddownMae’sSaRiverthatSepteberafternoon,fiveuplesoes,baskgthesur’sstgoldensunlight.Grazgdeer,fttergtheirwhitetails,watchedourflotilpass.Thatevechedtents,broiledsteaksandsprawledaroundthecapfire,stargsleepilyatthestars.Onean,strughisguitar,sanganoldShakersong:“Tisthegifttobesiple.Tisthegifttobefree.”
Ouridyllended,ofurse,andwedrovebacktotheworldofloanpaynts,jobsandcloggedwashgaches.“Tisthegifttobesiple,”Ifoundyselfhugatoddonts,“Tisthegifttobefree.”HowIlongedforthatsiplicity.ButwhereuldIfdit?
“Ourlifeisfritteredawaybydetail.Siplify,siplify.”ThatdictuofHenryDavidThoreau’s,echogfrothedaysofsteaboatsandox-drawnplows,hadlonghunted.YetThoreauhiselfwasabletospendonlyoyearsthecabhebuiltbesideWaldenPond.AndHenry—wifeless,childless,jobless—neverhadtotslewithsuchdetailsasvariable-ratees.
Mylifeattracteddetail,asifyottowere:“Coplicate,plicate.”AndI’vefoundI’notalone.Butonedayythkgaboutsiplicityturnedupsidedown.
IwasvisitgaphysicisthisofficetowerjuttgfrohisIlloisfarnds.Welookedthroughhisdowattheboratory’siles—aroundpartiiststostudynditionslikethoseshortlyafterCreation’sfirstont.Theuniversewassiplertheed,aredperhapsonlyonekdoffordonekdofparticle.Nowithasanykdsofforces,sresofdifferentparticles,andntaseverythgfrostarsandgaxiestodandelions,elephantsandthepoesofKeats.
Coplexity,Ibegantoseefrothattower,ispartofGod’spn.
Deepdown,wesehatwespeak,disparaggly,ofa“sipleton”.Nobodywantstobeguiltyof“siplistic”thkg.
Butbldgourselvestoplexitybedangero.OnceIboughtaho.IlikeditssettgsouchIunnsciolyavoidedprobgtoitspossibledefects.Afteritwase,Ifounditneededsuti,anewheatgsyste,newdows,anewsepticsyste—everythg.Thatoldhoebealbatross,stgfarorethanIuldafford,theststresswasevenhigher,Ihadrefedtolookattheplexities.
Evenordaryfancesarerarelysiple—whatdoesyoursurancepolicyactuallyver?Yet,enoicsaresiplicityitselfparedwithoralquestions.
OernoonwhenIwasten,Ifoundyselftheleaderofanafter-schoolgaggleofboys.Ihadtodivertthequickly,Iknew,orycareerasleaderwouldbebrief.AndthenIsawJoe.
JoewasanEiffelTowerofakid,ancipientgiant.HisfailyhadeigratedfroEurope,andhehadafataent.
“Let’sgethi!”Isaid.
MylittletroopofGothsswarduponJoe.Sobodysnatchedhishatandwepyedcatchwithit.Joeranho,andItookhishatasatrophy.
Thatnight,ourdoorbellrang.Joe’sfather,aworried-lookgfarrwithathickaent,askedforJoe’shat.Iretursheepishly.“Pleasedon’tupsetJoe,”hesaidearly.“Hehasastha.Whenhehasanattack,itishardforhitogetbetter.”
Ifeltaleadsoftballychest.TheevengIwalkedtoJoe’shoe.Hewasthegarden,tillgthesoil,hewatchedwarilyasIwalkedup.IaskedifIuldhelp.“Okay,”hesaid.AfterthatIwentoftentohelphiandwebecabestfriends.
Ihadtakenasteptowardadulthood.InsideyselfIhadseenpossibilities,likeatangleofwires.Thisredwirewasthepossibilityforevil,whichrequiresnoorethanignanother’spa.Andherewasthewhitewireofsypathy.Iuldhaveahandgallthosewires—itwasaatterofthedecisionsIade.Ihaddisveredplexity,andfounditanopportunitytochoose,togrow.Itspriceisresponsibility.